Hi All,
Oops, I haven't posted on the blog in months it seems and for that I apologize. I had expected the end of the school year to be smooth sailing in a manner similar to how students seem to just "get by" during the home stretch of any school year. It turns out not to be the case, especially when I have to write 2 brand new exams on my own from scratch, mark those exams, prepare the final set of report cards, and deal with all the year end business.
As I expect this to be a long entry, let me just do a quick rundown of all that's happened since the last update:
- TIS hosted an international middle school basketball tournament. While it meant that I basically had to work the weekend as well, it was a tremendous well coordinated affair, with local television coverage, a packed gym (by essentially the whole school) for a few of the games, use of a jumbotron, and well though out social activities for the coaches and players. The icing on the cake was the great results TIS got from the tournament, with the boys finishing as repeat champions (on last second basket to seal the win) and the girls gutting out a 2nd place finish despite a 3rd of the team being injured.
- The student councils hosted a benefit concert and a group of teachers rocked the final act. I could describe it to you, but I think you'll be much more interested in seeing the performance for yourself here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zh3AJBJByME&feature=youtu.be
- A friend from back home in Canada came to visit and we hit up some of the popular attractions around Macau. Finally redeemed my set of free tickets to the House of Dancing Water show. In a word, the show was spectacular. Definitely worth checking out if you're ever in Macau.
- We had a swap day for the grade 6s and 7s towards the end of the year. It is primarily for the grade 6 students to get a taste of what secondary school life is like. The jump from 6 to 7 is a significant one as many of you will have remembered and we organized something to help the grade 6s feel more at ease when they get here next year. I told my homeroom students, that they would find recess a waste of time in their time revisiting elementary school. Indeed the grade 7s came back feeling like they didn't belong in elementary school (despite their initial rampant excitement for one last taste of recess) anymore. I used this as an opportunity to show them how much they had grown in their time with me.
- The 2012 edition of the FIVB World Grand Prix Volleyball Tournament rolled around to Macau again (but not the finals). One of the teacher's at the school had connections with the organizers and we got to take our junior girls volleyball team to check out Team China's practice. When the event started we took the girls to check out the games and the Puerto Rican and Argentinian players were nice enough to take pictures with and sign autographs for our girls. I neat treat for me, was that my mom happened to be around and it was the perfect venue for her to come with our team and see my interactions as a teacher with students.
- The end of the year brings along a lot of reflection and celebrations. In the final few weeks we held the athletics banquet, the academics awards ceremony, and end of year staff party. With the student events, it was really great see some really deserving kids get recognized for their hard work in athletics and academics. The staff party was great time but bittersweet as well when considering it as the unofficial send-off the some of the staff leaving the school.
The end of a school year, let alone the first one as a teacher, is always a time of looking back as well as looking forward. Before I ramble on my reflections of my first year of teaching I thought I would highlight a few details of how my second year in Macau will be similar and different:
- I will still be teaching exactly the same classes that I've taught this year (Grade 7 Science and Math) in the exact same classroom
- I will most likely not be living on my own next year or if not that, I will definitely not be living in the same apartment. Rent in Macau is getting ludicrously expensive and even with a substantial increase in our rent supplement payments, I can no longer afford living solo in a 3 bedroom apartment. I am currently cultivating a few roommate options for next year and I'll keep you posted on the situation.
- In the span of one year, I turn from rookie teacher into the grade team leader. I will be the only Grade 7 homeroom teacher left behind from this past year. In a highly juxtaposed position, I will be responsible for showing the incoming new (but still more experienced) teachers the ways of TIS middle school. I will also be responsible for planning the Grade 7 experience week trip. Taiwan, here I come again!
- I'll also be leading the youth group program at my church in the coming year. Despite an initial PD conflict of interest crisis (since so many of those kids are my students), and I've come to love every single moment of youth group and sharing in fellowship with some amazing young adults. Despite the added bit of work, I'm really looking forward to the position next year.
- My coaching duties for next year have changed, but only slightly. The length of the volleyball season is growing so that we'll have to start practices basically right from the beginning of the year. This means I will not longer be coaching tennis next year. Instead of one mini-tournament and the Taiwan tournament, next year we'll be playing in the local Macau school league (regular season format) as well as 3 full scale tournaments. I told our athletic director that I still wanted to be assistant coach for the junior girls if nothing else because we definitely have some unfinished business, and as ridiculous as it sounds, I would be bothered not to have the chance to bring the girls back to the finals again next year and hopefully win gold this time. I was also asked if I could head coach one of the new under 12 volleyball teams next year. As of right now, I've said yes and it is only a matter of figuring out whether I'll be coaching the boys or girls U12 team.
Before I can truly look forward to next year however, I first need to look back at what has been an amazing ride as a first year teacher. The biggest life lesson I took from this year was that you can't predict where life takes you and you really just have to take it as it comes. A year ago today, all I knew about Macau was that it was a special area of Asia that might or might not be part of China. There have been so many amazing life experiences and wonderful people that I've met the past year and I couldn't be more grateful for the opportunity to live this stage of life.
If you believe that there is a right road to take in life, this definitely would constitute as the right road for me. While initially, it was tough saying goodbye to the people and life I had in Canada, I found myself developing a comfortable niche here. On the personal side, it really helped me grow an appreciation of both sides of my Chinese-Canadian heritage. I've never accepted myself as being "Asian cultured" but now I feel as though I have a bit of that eastern culture within me. A testament to this, has been a slightly improved ability but a significantly improved confidence in my Mandarin speaking and listening skills. I even managed go through an entire parent-teacher interview in Mandarin!
From a teaching standpoint, I've been challenged and rewarded equally in my first year as a teacher. There are some very polar viewpoints about value of teachers, with some of the general public scoffing at our lengthy summer breaks and ease of work, against the most idealistic of teachers (of whom I once was) who lament about the effort they put into their craft to ensure all of their students are independent, capable leaders of the future. Passing through my first year of teaching, I might not be the idealist I once was but in no way can I ever buy into the idea that my job can ever be considered "easy". My personal take on teaching is simply this, for a teacher who is truly committed to his/her work, being a teacher is simultaneously the most fulfilling yet frustrating career in existence. You will have days, lessons, and experiences that will catalyze your students to becoming the amazing people that they someday will become. Yet on those same days, you might still have frustrations that keep you awake at night. Sometimes, you'll want your students to improve even more than they themselves want to improve, and unfortunately no amount of support can overcome an absence of determination to improve on a student's part.
As I've said before, the most reassuring thing about whether I'm doing the right thing in life is the fact that at no point this year have I felt like teaching has been work in the traditional sense of the word. At no point this year have I told myself that getting paid was the justification for why I chose to get into teaching. I teach because I love knowing that the things I do can have a significant impact on the lives of my students in the future. Certainly my first year of teaching has not be free of mistakes and practices that can be improved upon. I am also willing to accept that it might take me many more years to teach to a completely satisfactory level. But the other part of the reason I love teaching is that the students and demands of the position will always challenge me to be a better role model than I currently am for my students.
This year has definitely been one to remember and I'm excited to make next year just as memorable. But for now, I'm really exhausted from a hard year's work. Everyone says the first year of teaching is always the toughest but I'm not sure I fully buy into that. I'm sure next year will be less of doing everything from scratch, but next year will pose it's own new set of challenges. I'm excited to see many familiar faces this summer and I thank each and every person who has read this blog and supported me on this journey. This is only the end of the beginning and I'm looking forward to seeing what the next chapter holds.
Jason
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| The SCISAC basketball tournament with a packed house |
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| The Opening Ceremonies of the World Grand Prix of Volleyball |
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| Yeah the girls were super excited to meet professional volleyball players. |
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| Puerto Rico's player posing for a picture |
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| While our girls might not have known the players by name, they sure were excited to get the autographs |
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| My homeroom class |
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| The tennis team |
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| The junior girls volleyball team |